Whoaw! That was a long break!
How're you? I'm sorry for not updating in almost a month! and I'm super glad to be back and cannot wait to write about random things just as messy as before.
So I have been re-reading my past blogs and decided to take down some of it soon. I don't know it just doesn't feel right anymore to have it on thread. So I'm letting go some of the rants..
The past few months, I was in a state of a heartbroken yes. I don't really want to talk about it since I'm still on the process of just accepting things as they are now but one thing I could tell you guys is that I'm on the process of healing and already starting to feel better about myself. I just want to focus on the things that would make me better as a person and divert my attention into the positive things.
Maybe its one of the reasons why I took a break from blogging cause I didn't want to keep writing negative things.
Because that's what happens when you're hurt whether you like it or not, you just can't help but see more of the negative side instead of the goodness that it could take you. So this is me, pulling my shits back together and choosing myself over everything that's not worthy of my heart getting broken.
And I must say that (if ever next time) it would take a bigger reason than this to make my heart broken in any ways ever again.
Assalamu alaikum!! ☺️
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I think that anyone who couldn't see our worth shouldn't be worth it.
I don't really know if what's the problem but I'm quite sure that it has something to do with the current internet status here in Tawi tawi!
I so want to get pissed about it but surprisingly I'm quite calm with a bit of sadness lang 😂
So forgive me for the lost entries and videos.
I love you!! ❤️
Unless you're not the priority it's still considered a game
I'm bound for Tawi-Tawi today and I don't know what to expect but maybe I need this. I hope the internet is ok there para I could still blog! I might stay longer if I get cozy there!
So yeah 🤘 I guess I'll be spending more time with mother nature 🍃
Truth is, I'm still in that stage where I still think about the whys and I still get hurt from time to time whenever I think about it, which I do …A LOT.
Forgiveness.. I already gave that but not even forgiving could make me forget the pain. I'm still figuring out things and I know I need more time. Coz these things don't go away easily that's why I don't want to rush myself. And so I agreed that maybe its best to leave muna and get myself occupied by other stuffs too.
Gold Morning my luv!!!
Yes, I mean GOLD!! 😘
Friends na ako pati ni crush sa Facebook!!!
Umuusad na rin kami sa wakas! HAHAHAHA! Joke lang 🤣 pero promise kinikilig ako. HAHAHA! Achievement po talaga to sa part ko. Hahahaha!
Wala po siyang alam! Hahahaha!
Next week ko na lang sisimulan mag stalk 🤣 kailangan ko pa ihanda sarili ko dahil baka taken na siya Hahaha! Ayos lang naman yun kaso diba mas maganda kung single siya HAHAHAHA! Saka na siya mag girlfriend 😂 kapag ka di ko na siya crush.
Possessive lang? HAHAHAHA!
Walang hiya talaga 🤦🏻♀️ Ang importante friends na kami. So mas careful na ako sa mga isshare ko sa facebook Hahahaha conscious po for the first time sa Facebook!
There will always be times like this where you find it hard to let go