This is my second and hoping will be the final entry for today’s blog. The first draft was already a long one but a negative-filled story so thankfully I realized how unjust it is to even lower down my self-esteem. So I thought about revising it and hopefully made a much better one even though it’s still lame! (That should be given already, ps @yourlamegirl duh? Haha :* )
Tomorrow will be the Pre-board exam and no matter how much I tell myself that the results of tomorrow’s exam won’t determine my standing regarding the final board exam, I just don’t believe it! Because one of the basis of how I’m going to do on the day of the boards will be tomorrow and it fears me that I am in not much stress as compared to others and instead of believing myself, I have this gut feeling that passing the boards will be hard and that I’m not sure if what knowledge I have right now is enough to pass the exam. Since this morning all I have been doing was asking myself..
WILL I EVER MAKE IT? WILL I? or WILL I NOT?
LA ILAHA ILLALLAH!
In shaa ALLAH! Starting today I will be positive and not invite any negative thoughts and believe in myself that I can do this and give my best! Whatever happens if I passed, Alhamdulillah! And even if I fail, There will still be next time! My life won’t depend on the board exam but it should help me become a better person and also a better candidate in my profession 🙂