Kwento ko sayo

Vlog later tapos bukas upload. 

This is it na!

Kwento ko kung bakit ang hilig hilig kong mag vlog 


Haggard pala ako these days… just sayin lol


Lighten Up!

I really wanted to film a vlog but today was super gloomy that I lost all the right feels to do it.

Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be able to find the right vibe and be on it 💨

It’s been awhile narin 📹



Too much time has passed

It really did fade..

I closed my eyes once again

Another tear I pretended didn’t fall

And blamed the rain cause it felt cold

The sun will fade and leave me again

Night will come and we’ll remember back

The crooked steps I took

How the tables turned vacant and empty

An hour passed and I’m still halfway done

Few details that will soon fade just like a fantasy

Tomorrow I’ll wake up from this dream

Likewise, I will leave everything quietly


Resignation Letter

I quit.


Allah knows how much I wanted to work but this is more than just a test of patience it’s also about how conflicted I was with my own self worth.

I didn’t want to live that way.

Not a day more..

It was exhausting not only physically, emotionally and mentally but also spiritually.

And I can’t get use to it. I just couldn’t and I’m not sorry cause when you get treated least than what you really deserve you should think about yourself too.

Today I just finished enrolling at Assunnah academy and I am so thrilled to continue my studies in shaa Allah!

Alhamdulillah I am really pleased and excited about it!!! 

May Allah continue to bless us!

Assalamu alaikum!



I think you are more than insatiable..

How does one waltz away to sleep when another heart is tired but awake and feeling the crisp of misery..

Letting someone live without a choice but to do a thing that would leave the person with less than what he or she deserves.

Life is unfair and heartbreaking to the point that you routinely get used to it. 

I’ve seen people living like they were somehow immune to the cuts of life.

Did it really have to be that way?

Cause I don’t want to get used to it..

And you say leaving was a choice. That quitting was an option. And that somehow it was an easy access that I could jump into anytime..

You call that a choice

While I weep in silence not knowing what I should do..

I would never let you define my worth just because you see me smiling and acting like I’m fine when clearly you and I both know I can’t deal with any shts longer..


Make Up Guru Inside

Definitely not an expert but I do know something about make ups so I’m pleased to share that I’ll be waking up the make up guru inside me and maybe try vlogging too para mas maexplore natin ang quality ng make up!

I won’t only be writing about foods now but also about make ups! Odiba ang busy 😂

Pwedeng local, drugstores o branded products but more on the cheaper side tayo since I don’t really want to spend huge amount of money for make ups! Yung afford lang natin mga ate.

So yeah! Kapit lang guys! Once a week? pwedeng pagkain or make up or pwede naman both kung masyadong vacant ang blogger. Hahahaha!

Bibili na tayo ng make ups! Sobrang excited ako! Grabe! Walang magreresign I will spend most of my salary for blogging purpose both sa food and make ups! Mind you mababa lang po sahod ko minimum pa sa minimum pero pag tyagaan nalang para sa experience naman diba para di puro bahay nalang ang ganda ko. So ayun nga excited na excited na ako!!!

Push ko na to habang wala pa akong pinapakain na pamilya HAHAHAHAHA!

See you next week?

Maghahanda muna ako! 🙈



Write Something Delicious

So I’ve been wanting to do this ever since I started blogging but figured out that its not going to be easy since I have a weird diet. If you guys still don’t know, I’m not a fan of eating or drinking sweet foods IN GENERAL. Although I want to sometimes but I just can’t siguro psychological ang reason that somehow I became this person who can’t eat sweet foods. I’m not even kidding I don’t eat chocolates, cakes, doughnuts, candies, softdrinks, juices, or anything basta matamis I swear! I wish I was lying but no. I’ve developed this weird taste bud since I was young. Although at times pag nag hahypoglycemia ako I take one candy and when the dizziness fades I still throw the candy out from my mouth!

So what can I eat?

Well everything except the haram foods and the sweet delights..

Fruits? Well I do try my best to eat some but still my body would only allow me to have a few bites from apples and other fruits that are available..

So how could someone like me blog about food? I honestly don’t know but I’ll try my best. Maybe I’ll focus more on what I can eat and maybe at some point through this I could overcome my psycho diet issues… WHO KNOWS

Point is.. I’ll be blogging about food yay!!! Looking forward to this new venture!!

Just in case you’re confuse as to what happens when I eat a huge amount of sweet foods.. I suffer from indigestion that makes me feel nauseous and also I get intense migraines too that always gives me an enough reason to never have another sweets again. Worst case scenario I was brought to the ER when I was in gradeschool after munching 2 bars of chocolates. I was literally on bed for 2 days that I couldn’t move due to intense headache plus I vomited regularly that lead me to dehydration to the point they had to infuse an IV.